Backsliding does not happen overnight. It is a painful process that gradually unfolds before you can even realize that you're off track. Why did it took me quite a while to realize this?
I looked at myself in the mirror and saw a fragmented soul in tears. I felt ashamed and dirty as those moments of darkness kept playing inside my head. Who knew that I'd become one of them - those who live and walk everyday with an ever empty and dim stare in their eyes.
I missed my life so full as it once before. Now all I could do is weep over something I lost.
I looked at myself in the mirror and saw a fragmented soul in tears. I felt ashamed and dirty as those moments of darkness kept playing inside my head. Who knew that I'd become one of them - those who live and walk everyday with an ever empty and dim stare in their eyes.
I missed my life so full as it once before. Now all I could do is weep over something I lost.
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